I've never been someone who distrusts people, but I'm having a hard time with that lately. I don't know who I can trust and who I can't anymore. (With a few small exceptions.) I thought I could trust people, I thought I had some best friends I could trust with everything... I was wrong. I've really never felt hurt like this before. I've never felt abandoned like this before. And it's messing with a lot.
I do know who my best friend is. That wont ever change. I wouldn't have survived without this person.
It's hard for me to blog. It's hard for me to share anything about my life with the public now. But maybe this is a good start?
